Thursday, November 29, 2012

your words

a crumpled page
my rigid fist
as if to wring out truth
and ink could run
like blood that's dried

the place I thought you were

cupped in hands

big lake's cold
washes nothing away

roar of surf
echoing over hills

dunes beneath growth and rot
never again to see
cruel burning sun unless
land- a torn wound

none of this
enough to save

I speak as if I know you
certainly I don't

only these trails of words
we leave each other

and if I believe it's possible
can't you

where is that wooden boat
blue paint peeling
dingy yellow patches

so what
if the oars are frayed
if waves are fierce

I need the wind
to sting my ears and dull my grip
I won't let go
those useless oars
I'll reach the other side

that's where you're wrong
you see
I will

not if it doesn't kill me
it will never kill me
only the part
that won't be whole

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